Ace It! Summer!

I want this summer to be different. This summer is THE summer before my SENIOR year in high school… and I hope that I can enjoy and continue learning about a lot of things even when school has not yet started and the previous school year has just ended.

I’m a bit worried about the upcoming College Entrance Exams… I know I can pass if I would really exert a lot of effort into reviewing/studying… but I still don’t have the confidence I need, add my paranoia into the list… Thank God for summer breaks for it gives me the opportunity to rest [relax and sleep] all I can and I can somehow take my time to boost my confidence, whatever and however.

A month or two ago, some people visited us and saved me from looking for (good) review centers! They offered a review course [for this summer] where we’ll be briefed about how the exams will go, we’ll be taking mock exams, reviewing past lessons, and yada yada… My classmates and I were excited for the review, for we’ll not only be able to refresh our minds, it will also be an opportunity for us to get together this summer without having to wrack our brains a bit to plan a get together! The course, I bet, will surely make reviewing at least one bit easier for us for we’ll know what the possible topics might come out and all that… waaah! Here’s my problem, though… the review started yesterday, MONDAY! And there was a session this morning! I woke up at six, but I went back to sleep and so… you get the picture… I missed two sessions! O_o I want to say to myself that I’m such a failure! But I don’t want to so, yeah… I still am thinking positive!

I’m overweight and so I want to lose weight even for a bit this summer… I’ve been eating normal sized portions every meal… and that’s an improvement… for I used to just pig out before. I heard about the South Beach Diet… and I want to make it my diet… but it’ll be hard for me because I somewhat love bad carbs! I also love sweets! There also is my dad’s insistence that I eat. I also heard about the After Six diet long before… "no food after six", right? I can’t do it as well! Our food will be ready long after six… and I don’t want to skip dinner… so, yeah… Another option is to exercise and burn those unwanted fats! However… I’m a lazy bum, and other than that, we don’t have exercise machines/equipment and I’m hesitant to jog around the neigborhood because of the dogs… so yeah… I don’t know how I’ll exactly solve my problem.

I haven’t been doing much yet this summer but I don’t find it boring… and so, I think it is not yet too late to do something productive, right?

 Ooh.. forgive me for my long and quite senseless post. Haha! I just need an outlet for my frustrations.

Till then! Take care y’all! God bless! Mwaaah!